as much as you hurt me i’m never going to be able to completely let you go
you’re the sweetest boy i’ve ever met.
i don’t give a fuck that you’ve got a girlfriend. she used to be my friend. i think she’s a whore now for not even asking me if it was okay to date you.
i opened up to her about you and all she did was end up disappointing me.
i want to forget about all the other boys i’ve liked. let’s forget about them. you were the one who cared about me the most, the longest.
severing my friendship with you made me feel better.
but now that we’re best friends again, it hurts too much.
i love you.
no one will ever love you as much as i had and always will.
and i’m afraid that i’ll never love anyone the same way i love(d) you.
you have no concept of how badly i miss your hugs, your kisses, your presence.
